Monday, April 27, 2009

Back on the Laptop....

Spent 2 hours today with a tech guy from my broadband company and he finally figured out why I wasn't able to get online via my laptop. Something weird with my virus protection program, so we un-installed and re-installed and that did the trick. I was thinking I had a problem with my router at first, but kept getting info that it was sending a signal and my laptop was getting a signal from the router, so who knows what happenened! He said it may have occurred when I received automatic updates from the virusware program. Anyway, that's all cleared up and I'm glad because sitting at the desktop was a killer for my back and I needed the laptop to be able to sit comfortable and work on it. Now if I can just get my body on track......had the transfusion last friday and didn't have any positive results that I could feel, although I did have color return to my face. I was truly white as a ghost and looked like hell. Still not feeling right though, so gonna have him check my thyroid levels as I kinda feel like I did when I started to have thyroid problems about 5 years ago, so I want to see if maybe I need to change my medication levels with that hormone. I feel kinda shaky, low pulse, short of breath....just not feeling right. I know my body well enough to know when it's not right and it isn't right now. Hope it doesn't take long to figure this out, as it's just wearin me out. I feel like yelling....."give me a break".....I just had a horrid UTI, a blood transfusion, CBC #'s whacky from starting chemo again....I just want things to get back to my "normal" so I can focus on staying healthy despite this cancer. Sounds weird huh?

2 comments:

Susan said...

not weird at all...put everything else aside and focus on getting better. only you know what your body tells you so you take care of it...hang in there..

Kala Pohl Studio said...

Dear Jan, I was doing some research on learning how to make glass beads when I remembered your beautiful beads and our dinner together. So decided to check your blog after a long time. I am so sorry about the MM. My thoughts and prayers are with you. You are one strong lady and I know you will fight this. My love and hugs:)

Kala